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Hey , pretty over there
Friday, June 21, 2013 @ 1:11 AM
Whats everyone doing during this beautiful june ? Wasting your day by sleeping till noon, having your first meal at like in the afternoon? Things are getting better , feelings are starting to fade too. Everyday life just seems to be so relaxed , stress-free , totally a life that i always wanted. But how long can i enjoy this kind of life? Soon , it's going to be the last week of holidays . In a blink of eyes , it's been a month. A month. Well , guess everyone will be whining how fast the holidays ended and how they wished in a blink of eyes it will be December. Just like other normal teenagers , I really hope that this holiday never ends.. A slow pacing life , is just so relaxing. You do the things at your own pace without getting rush , you do things nicely and slowly enjoying every moment of your life isn't this what everyone wants? But , well soon I have to go back to the pace where every day was spent at school studying at back home studying again. Then the next morning I wake up I start studying again. Well, yes studies is important in this society in this era. Everyone gets judged , employed by the degree of education you receive. What a pratical society this is. Everyone will be like what does this teenager know about society? Have he even been through what we been through? Bullshits after Bullshits. Parents just don't listen to their children that's why Im this rebellious . Well , I'm not saying all parents are like that but for me that's my parents. This is why I can't wait to get out of this house as soon as I'm a working adult. How I wish I could be older to work and earn enough money such that I could either rent/buy a house of my own. Pretty. Would you chose a pretty person with a bad heart or a ugly person with a good heart? Well of course and without asking most , MOST of you would be choosing the ugly person with a good heart. But that's not how you behave. When you see a pretty girl , you would just chose her over a ugly person. Because everyone looks most on your outside. Appearance is it that important ? I'm also having difficulties in choosing which one I would go for even though the ugly person has a good heart.
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Wednesday, May 29, 2013 @ 9:09 AM
I guess it's been a very very very long time since my blog was last updated hahahaha. So many things was happening during this period , getting caught by the police because of some stupid thing , and couldn't go for school camp of the camp. Hais , how i wish i could go for the camp.
WAIT. WHY GET CAUGHT BY POLICE FIRST?! Well , all i could it's a part of growing up . Distributing un-licensed flyers. Just some stupid acts to get moneyy uh .
BUT
now i finally found a decent part time job at a restaurant ! Even though the pay wass not that much but the people there are super friendly and the foood are provided ! Environment there is super nice !!! Its located at sembawang parkkk the beulieu house !!
Anddddd for the school results , I think i did still ookayyy. I failed 3 this time hais stupid history if not i could have passed my combine humanities ! But in the endd I still failedd to pass my math hais.
Other then this , Hais , I just want to run awayy from people like you sometimes . No matter how much i gave in , put in effort you just don't seems to appreciate it . What an asshole . Therefore i think we should just part and remain strangers. Asss.
Friday, March 29, 2013 @ 12:00 AM
Hectic life indeed. Life is all about rushing through things. Way too rush for me to even handle it. Studies , Friends , Fun . How do you even actually balance it ? It's just so hard , When I want to study distractions just come to me. Phone , Friends everything . And I swearrrrr studying is so damn hard . Everrytime I wanted to study but I just don't know how to even start, seriously ? Have been trying to save up money here and there just to save up in the bankkk just incase one day I will need that money who knows? Really have to stop spending things and else. Have not been blogging becauseee Im just so lazyyyyy. Everyday was just so hectic . School , home , sleep . Hahha , well at least I still have an idiiot to talk to (': Hope she's doing fineee nowadaysss since its wayyyy to rush for me compare to me ahahaah. Just so fed up about studies and everything I just can't concentrate . Maybe I should just drop school and find a job hmmm sounds legit hahahah. Well this coming Good friday dont even think it will be a good onee since i will be staying at home doing nothing . Hmm thats all ba
Saturday, March 23, 2013 @ 5:23 PM
This whole week of holiday I can say is totally aweeeesome. Have been lots of fun with friends and so many things happen. Well , all i can say i have to work really hard after holidays have to catch up so many things.
Well, Am i really not that good enough for anyone ? I dont know . I really dont know . Well all I want now is not relationship anymore. Im going focus on my studiess and friendss and have the best fun i could have in high school (': Did my tragus recently totally loving it hehehe . Gonnna get back my helix piercing but im so sacred of the pain ))):
Monday, March 11, 2013 @ 10:09 PM
Family ? Whats that ? Love , caring , concern whats all this ? Im going die someday in this family . I wanted a family filled with laughter , joy , happiness but this doesn't seems so . No matter how hard i do im never goood enough. I always get compared and family is the only thing that makes me feel so shit . I have no one to turn to , im just a fucking lonely soul in this world . How can anyone understand me ? Having such parents is as though not having a parent i even wonder am i fucking a adopted . I hate this feeling.
Monday, February 18, 2013 @ 11:18 PM
Some things happen for a reason . And I think the change between us really makes a lot of difference . I'm just feel so not right and havin all these negative feeling is Wayyyy to baddddd . I wonder who the hell is the person you meant when you retweet those stuff . I just want to know so that I can know if I should give up or continue waiting . You know , it's really hurting and jealous . But because of these two feelings , it cause me to change in everything . The way that not I wanted the way that I thought things could have wen gone better but instead it got worsen . Well , I really don't wanna elaborate on it anymore . How can I take away all thee feelings and just keeep the happy ones ?! I don't want those that's depressing , sad and hurting . I don't want any of these . I had enough , enough totally enough . Well , guess it's finnally different noww . Wilson oh Wilson , when will you ever stop getting Into trouble ? All these jealousy led you to get into so many hurtful events gahhhhhh. I hate feelings feelings sucks . I just to have a smooth friendships and everything . Why ? Can you just tell me why ?
Well , went to town the other day and had lots of fun :p Went into DAISO and did all kinds of stupid things . We even shop DAISO barefeeted ! Super super embarrassing Yet fun totally a nice experience. . Okay shall let the photos talk :p
Thursday, February 14, 2013 @ 9:22 PM
Haissss, school really sucks ): everything is stressing me out ! Common test test test test are coming one by one ! Another test this Friday then next week is full of test when will you stop ? After march there's midddd year worseeee. Hais, feel super Stresss nowadays yet I can't rant it out to anyone . Well , I just wanna go out and throw all these things one side ): but can I ? Or even Im I able to ?
Well , friendships and relationships is always not Going well for me . Maybe I just don't know how to express myself I guess . Everyone is getting more and more angry at me and I'm justtt trying my very hard to pleas everyone . But forget itttt . Next time I will just keep my feelings , opinions to myself . Haissssss, when can nnnn I haveeee something that's what I want ? I'm ughhhhhhh !! Wellll at least I still have a piggggg that's there to comfort me :p someone who doesn't scold me hahaha :p someone who can disturb toooo !
Hey , pretty over there
Friday, June 21, 2013 @ 1:11 AM
Whats everyone doing during this beautiful june ? Wasting your day by sleeping till noon, having your first meal at like in the afternoon? Things are getting better , feelings are starting to fade too. Everyday life just seems to be so relaxed , stress-free , totally a life that i always wanted. But how long can i enjoy this kind of life? Soon , it's going to be the last week of holidays . In a blink of eyes , it's been a month. A month. Well , guess everyone will be whining how fast the holidays ended and how they wished in a blink of eyes it will be December. Just like other normal teenagers , I really hope that this holiday never ends.. A slow pacing life , is just so relaxing. You do the things at your own pace without getting rush , you do things nicely and slowly enjoying every moment of your life isn't this what everyone wants? But , well soon I have to go back to the pace where every day was spent at school studying at back home studying again. Then the next morning I wake up I start studying again. Well, yes studies is important in this society in this era. Everyone gets judged , employed by the degree of education you receive. What a pratical society this is. Everyone will be like what does this teenager know about society? Have he even been through what we been through? Bullshits after Bullshits. Parents just don't listen to their children that's why Im this rebellious . Well , I'm not saying all parents are like that but for me that's my parents. This is why I can't wait to get out of this house as soon as I'm a working adult. How I wish I could be older to work and earn enough money such that I could either rent/buy a house of my own. Pretty. Would you chose a pretty person with a bad heart or a ugly person with a good heart? Well of course and without asking most , MOST of you would be choosing the ugly person with a good heart. But that's not how you behave. When you see a pretty girl , you would just chose her over a ugly person. Because everyone looks most on your outside. Appearance is it that important ? I'm also having difficulties in choosing which one I would go for even though the ugly person has a good heart.
Wednesday, May 29, 2013 @ 9:09 AM
I guess it's been a very very very long time since my blog was last updated hahahaha. So many things was happening during this period , getting caught by the police because of some stupid thing , and couldn't go for school camp of the camp. Hais , how i wish i could go for the camp.
WAIT. WHY GET CAUGHT BY POLICE FIRST?! Well , all i could it's a part of growing up . Distributing un-licensed flyers. Just some stupid acts to get moneyy uh .
BUT
now i finally found a decent part time job at a restaurant ! Even though the pay wass not that much but the people there are super friendly and the foood are provided ! Environment there is super nice !!! Its located at sembawang parkkk the beulieu house !!
Anddddd for the school results , I think i did still ookayyy. I failed 3 this time hais stupid history if not i could have passed my combine humanities ! But in the endd I still failedd to pass my math hais.
Other then this , Hais , I just want to run awayy from people like you sometimes . No matter how much i gave in , put in effort you just don't seems to appreciate it . What an asshole . Therefore i think we should just part and remain strangers. Asss.
Friday, March 29, 2013 @ 12:00 AM
Hectic life indeed. Life is all about rushing through things. Way too rush for me to even handle it. Studies , Friends , Fun . How do you even actually balance it ? It's just so hard , When I want to study distractions just come to me. Phone , Friends everything . And I swearrrrr studying is so damn hard . Everrytime I wanted to study but I just don't know how to even start, seriously ? Have been trying to save up money here and there just to save up in the bankkk just incase one day I will need that money who knows? Really have to stop spending things and else. Have not been blogging becauseee Im just so lazyyyyy. Everyday was just so hectic . School , home , sleep . Hahha , well at least I still have an idiiot to talk to (': Hope she's doing fineee nowadaysss since its wayyyy to rush for me compare to me ahahaah. Just so fed up about studies and everything I just can't concentrate . Maybe I should just drop school and find a job hmmm sounds legit hahahah. Well this coming Good friday dont even think it will be a good onee since i will be staying at home doing nothing . Hmm thats all ba
Saturday, March 23, 2013 @ 5:23 PM
This whole week of holiday I can say is totally aweeeesome. Have been lots of fun with friends and so many things happen. Well , all i can say i have to work really hard after holidays have to catch up so many things.
Well, Am i really not that good enough for anyone ? I dont know . I really dont know . Well all I want now is not relationship anymore. Im going focus on my studiess and friendss and have the best fun i could have in high school (': Did my tragus recently totally loving it hehehe . Gonnna get back my helix piercing but im so sacred of the pain ))):
Monday, March 11, 2013 @ 10:09 PM
Family ? Whats that ? Love , caring , concern whats all this ? Im going die someday in this family . I wanted a family filled with laughter , joy , happiness but this doesn't seems so . No matter how hard i do im never goood enough. I always get compared and family is the only thing that makes me feel so shit . I have no one to turn to , im just a fucking lonely soul in this world . How can anyone understand me ? Having such parents is as though not having a parent i even wonder am i fucking a adopted . I hate this feeling.
Monday, February 18, 2013 @ 11:18 PM
Some things happen for a reason . And I think the change between us really makes a lot of difference . I'm just feel so not right and havin all these negative feeling is Wayyyy to baddddd . I wonder who the hell is the person you meant when you retweet those stuff . I just want to know so that I can know if I should give up or continue waiting . You know , it's really hurting and jealous . But because of these two feelings , it cause me to change in everything . The way that not I wanted the way that I thought things could have wen gone better but instead it got worsen . Well , I really don't wanna elaborate on it anymore . How can I take away all thee feelings and just keeep the happy ones ?! I don't want those that's depressing , sad and hurting . I don't want any of these . I had enough , enough totally enough . Well , guess it's finnally different noww . Wilson oh Wilson , when will you ever stop getting Into trouble ? All these jealousy led you to get into so many hurtful events gahhhhhh. I hate feelings feelings sucks . I just to have a smooth friendships and everything . Why ? Can you just tell me why ?
Well , went to town the other day and had lots of fun :p Went into DAISO and did all kinds of stupid things . We even shop DAISO barefeeted ! Super super embarrassing Yet fun totally a nice experience. . Okay shall let the photos talk :p
Thursday, February 14, 2013 @ 9:22 PM
Haissss, school really sucks ): everything is stressing me out ! Common test test test test are coming one by one ! Another test this Friday then next week is full of test when will you stop ? After march there's midddd year worseeee. Hais, feel super Stresss nowadays yet I can't rant it out to anyone . Well , I just wanna go out and throw all these things one side ): but can I ? Or even Im I able to ?
Well , friendships and relationships is always not Going well for me . Maybe I just don't know how to express myself I guess . Everyone is getting more and more angry at me and I'm justtt trying my very hard to pleas everyone . But forget itttt . Next time I will just keep my feelings , opinions to myself . Haissssss, when can nnnn I haveeee something that's what I want ? I'm ughhhhhhh !! Wellll at least I still have a piggggg that's there to comfort me :p someone who doesn't scold me hahaha :p someone who can disturb toooo !
Hello , I am Wilson . 14 this year. I tend to comfort people and make joke for people to have joy , But they never know the real me , they have never know me deep in their heart
It's okay , for everything that hurt me , i just need that someone to comfort me